Where Truth Doesn’t Whisper

I keep asking myself how it is possible to live a normal daily life while what is happening in Iran is unfolding in front of our eyes. How is it possible that my colleagues talk about football, their weekends, their routines, as if nothing is happening, while I am standing among them trying to look…

My beautiful daughter,I am sitting on the balcony this quiet Saturday morning, and my heart keeps drifting toward you. I never had the chance to meet you, yet I feel your presence as if you’ve always been beside me. I imagine you somewhere in this world, living your life, growing, learning, becoming everything you were…

There was a woman with a thousand dreams, a thousand ambitions, and more angles than life could ever hold. She sacrificed her youth, her fire, her own path for people and moments that never understood the weight of what she gave. She stayed behind, and now she sees it’s too late to go back and…

It is so disturbing to watch how Democrats and Democratic leaders are playing with our future. Democrats have allowed bullies, nonsense, liars, felons, and a group of profiteering, self-centered individuals who push religious laws into their beliefs to disrupt our Constitution. Now, you’re welcoming a man who put you down with rude words, actions, and…

The anger, shock, sympathy, empathy—every feeling stirred by the recent presidential election is real. But there’s no going back. We’re in this, and there’s nothing left to say, no statement, no testimony that can change it. The responsibility lies heavily on the Democrats, especially on Biden, who should have stepped aside in January when there…

I had a friendly conversation with my co-worker, who asked me to explain what Iranians are like economically,culturally, and politically? That was a hard question to answer! Iranians are people with a rich history, but we’ve been attacked by different countries, targeting our natural resources and trying to weaken our strategic geographic role in the…

It is a strange time as usual more stranger this time. My parents getting older and problems are rising one after another. We love them dearly me and my sister wants to do anything and everything that we can do and it’s in our power and sometimes beyond that. We passed a roller coaster ride…

Have you ever thought about all the zeros in front of our military’s annual budget? What about our medical preparedness for pandemic incidents? Why was the greatest country on the planet not prepared for this unprecedented crisis in the 21st century? Our government always scares us with threats from enemies to easily approve billions of…

Today is the first day of spring, which also marks Persian New Year. We were supposed to celebrate and visit family and friends, but with the outbreak of Covid-19, all social life has vanished from this celebration. All people, in Iran and the US, are trapped in their homes. At least for once, we’re all…

In a short. Of time in the 21st century when we’re getting close to the beautiful spring all of the sudden life turns around. Nation freaks out over a virus everything is closing down stores are wiping out by panicked shoppers and a lot of items are being missing from the shelves and there is…

I tried to rescue you from youا I tried to rescue you from the dark side of you instead you took away me from me. I smiled and you criedI kissed and you biteI loved and you hate You dreamed to be the kindest You dreamed to be the finestYou dreamed that you rescued meYou…

I filed for divorce on June 27th, 2018, after 18 years of marriage. I’ll be launching a blog and podcast to share my stories and the true events from a roller-coaster journey that spanned over 14 months. This photo belongs to a fighter and a survivor. I want to share my life experiences with others…

I hate to fight and get involved with drama. I learned to move on. But I married a man who can not run away from himself and loves to drag me with his negative, Syfy and conspiracy worlds. My story starts from a long time ago but I start this blog to talk about the…

It is so hard to live in a society that when you were a bright color they think that you’re working in the hospital and when you make jokes and rying to be funny they don’t take you serious. It is so hard to hear every week that Monday is supposed to be crazy and…

I witnessed things with my own eyes that I could never have imagined! I experienced situations that seemed beyond belief. Every day, I asked myself, “Will it get worse than this? When will this downward slide end?

My nostalgia remained in high temperature recently so bad . I miss my childhood I miss my friends, I miss my family, I miss my home, my hometown & my memories. There is no cure for, it there is no medicine, and no doctor cannot help me. When they want to help me, they just tell…

    I was taking pictures for a company called San Miguel, they grow herbs and greens. They just keep bringing bunches of greens one after another and I was taking them out to pose them for my camera lens.  It was a joy to take their pictures because each one of them has their…

I wish I could buy a house that doesn’t have roof or walls.I wish my house could have a shower that I don’t have to turn on the lights to brighten it, it should be just shinny with sunlight!  I wish I could have lots of flowers planted in my backyard not in the pot…

Whoever invented mirror I think was trying to show clear image of human to self. Because image on the water on the glass or anything else that has reflation doesn’t show the real personality of each individual to his or herself! If we were able to brave enough to look at our self only for…

Everything is changing so rapidly around our life. people are letting the grass gets dry and places with shredded woods or stone. Houses are getting abandoned because homeowners losing their jobs and they’re moving with family or a group to be able to survive. Friends are getting distantce because they don’t  or they don’t want…

Today I had to get up from my bed. I am trying to not look at her bed. House is too quite without Binky, too heavy to live. Everywhere that I look I see her eyes, I see her beautiful brown shiny eyes under the couch on top of the carpet asking for a moment…

My baby Binky is really ill. She has been suffering from kidney failure & she is been melting and dissolving in front of my eyes. I have been in and out to the vet hospital for the past week or so and tried all I could to save her… to save her for me! For…

اﻭﻟﻴﻦ ﺩﺧﺘﺮ ﺩﻧﻴﺎ ﺩﺭ اﻭﻟﻴﻦ ﺭﻭﺯ ﺯﻧﺪﮔﻲ ﻣﺸﺘﺮﻙ اﻭﻟﻴﻦ ﻟﻨﮕﻪ ﮔﻮﺷﻮاﺭﻩ ﺯﻧﺪﮔﻴﺶ ﺭا ﻫﻨﮕﺎﻡ ﺷﺎﻫﺪ ﺑﻮﺩﻥ اﻭﻟﻴﻦ ﻧﺠﺎﺕ ﺯﻧﺪﮔﻴﺶ اﺯ ﺩﺳﺖ ﺩاﺩ. ﻓﺮﻳﺎﺩ ﻣﻴﺰﺩ ﻛﻪ ﺧﻮاﻫﺶ ﻣﻴﻜﻨﻢ ﮔﻮﺷﻮاﺭﻩ ااﻡ ﺭا ﺑﻪ ﻣﻦ ﭘﺲ ﺑﺪﻫﻴﺪ ﻭﻟﻲ ﭼﻮﻥ ﺑﺪ ﻳﻮﻡ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺑﺎﻳﺪ ﺑﻪ ﺻﻨﺪﻭﻕ ﺻﺪﻗﺎﺕ ﻣﻴﺮﻓﺖ. اﻳﻨﺠﺎ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﺩﺧﺘﺮﻙ ﻫﻨﮕﺎﻣﻲ ﻛﻪ ﻓﺮﻳﺎﺩ ﻣﻴﺰﺩ ﺣﻴﻮاﻥ ﻣﺘﻮﺟﻪ…

I am practicing 2 not talk I just want have two eyes open and look without love & no friendship no honesty no sympathy no help no love no love and no love. I ve being punished by best and closest to be honest and have a big mouth to being real friend. People are…

اﻣﺮﻭﺯ ﺻﺒﺢ ﺑﺎ ﺻﺪاﻱ ﺁﺷﻨﺎﻱ ﻏﺮﻳﺒﻲ اﺯ ﺧﻮاﺏ ﺑﻴﺪاﺭ ﺷﺪﻡ. ﻧﻤﻜﻲ آی ﻧﻤﻜﻲ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﺑﺎﻭﺭﻡ ﻧﻤﻴﺸﻮﺩ ﺗﻮﻱ ﺁﻣﺮﻳﻜﺎ و ﺗﻮﻱ ﺷﻬﺮﻱ ﻛﻪ اﺻﻼ ﺗﻌﺪاﺩ ﺷﻬﺮﻭﻧﺪاﻥ ﻓﺎﺭﺳﻲ ﺯﺑﺎﻧﺶ ﻛﻤﺘﺮ اﺯ ﻋﺪﺩ ﺻﺪ اﺳﺖ ﭼﻪ ﻛﺴﻲ ﺩاﺭﻩ ﻧﻤﻚ ﻣﻴﻔﺮﻭﺷﻪ؟ ﻛﻤﻲ ﭼﺸﻤﻬﺎﻳﻢ ﺭا ﻣﺎﻟﻴﺪﻡ و ﮔﻮﺷﻬﺎﻳﻢ ﺭا اﺯ ﺭﻭﻱ ﺑﺎﻟﺶ ﺣﺮﻛﺖ ﺩاﺩﻡ ﺗﺎ ﻭاﺿﺤﺘﺮ ﺑﺸﻨﻮﻡ ﻋﺠﺐ ذهن ﻣﺎ…

I really don’t know what happened to our smile! Where did we lose it! When we lost it! why we lost it! who took it away! Are we going to continue like this and lose the rest of our life without smile! We are the nation that use to be alive with smiles! Why did…

Life is the moment that you don’t want it to just be ending. When you hold a loved one and squeeze them hard, kiss thy lips softly and feel the warm hug while you are watching hot tea vapors evaporate on the table with music playing in the background that should be playing forever. That’s…

It was years ago when I just moved to this country of contrast, beauty, love and hate. One day I was introduce to a house when I was walking on a high end neighborhood with the sign in front of it. Estate sale. Inside the house was like a museum. At first I thought : the…

Sometimes I wish I would wake up from my dream I don’t know how far I should go, weeks months or years but I just wanna wake up from this dream.

I am tired of annoying people who are trying hard to monopolize others lives and beliefs just to earn more money. All they see is money! Without any creativity only with their silliness and getting benefit from other silly people like them make the best out of their life and enjoy themselves so much. I…

Fall is ended and winter is here officially.

1 of our neighbors like many others add it some symbols like candlelight to remembering  innocent kids and school staff  who were shot 1 week before Christmas. I hope Americans realize the necessity of gun control but I doubt it

My first time making pickles. It was an interesting processes. I suggest you to make pickles, It helps you relax when you watch too many different colors and mixing them for a good reason.  امروز برای اولین بار من ترشی درست کردم و تنها دلیلش این بود که افکارم را از اخبار بد کمی دور…

برای یک آقایی که من میشناسم آدمها یا خیلی پیر هستندد و خیلی سن دارند یا خیلی آدم خوب و با معرفت هستندند و یا این که خیلی مضخرف هستندند. البته هیچوقت به این شکل  دسته بندییش را ابراز نکرده من حدس میزنم. چون هرموقع در مورد کسی نظر میدهد به غیر از این کلمات…

It will happen in another one thousand years. How lucky we are to see hear & smell today. How wonderful it is to walk, cook, shop, take picture to share and celebrate today. Aren’t we proud as human beings to see such a day like today! We love coincidences and number games because we love…

There a tiny evils in a skin of rabbits they’re always showing off how good they are how harmful always showing a positive face but there are times that they come out from there skin and scream their personalities and a Show darkness side of  there dirty soul. This is the time that you just…

Remember the days that we were just so excited to see a newy technology piece to come out . I remember the day that my dad brought us a key chain which was recognize my whistle. We were running to the house to hide the key chain and find out if it is still able…

I found a pencil sharpener in my old box. I was supper excited, then I start sharpening all of our pencils all over the house which they were sitting for years so calm and quiet. من یک مداد تراش در جعبه قدیمی ام پیدا کردم .به اندازهای هیجان زده شدم که شروع کردم به تیز…

I wish it was the class every year for all of the drivers on the road to remind everyone of us what are the driving ethics.  I am talking about those who considered driving as a fun game or revenge of their tough life. Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.6

Every year around this time I get a letter from my health insurance. It is a sad reminder for me that I am aging. It is a sad minder also for a crucial & harsh capitalistic system. I’m sure who  has insurance in this country get the same letter around their birthdays. Which other countries…

So busy with silly American work life style which I am not able to finish any notes. Can I scream now? I know nothing that it could be changed near soon but at least this thought is reminding me that people who are in the same height will hear me and they don’t feel lonely.We…

Early morning I received lots of faxes as usual. One of them was a handwriting letter on the lined paper, so uncommon! I could not even read it because it was written in Spanish. First I thought it was a mistake and it came to the wrong number.  Then I asked from one of the…

I’m tired my body is tired I don’t wanna work. it’s been almost 2 weeks everyday I’m waking up with heavy head. my buddy is telling me that it’s time to stop and rest for a while. I’ll be over dosing by working too much better but I have to there is no way we’re…

همه جا پر از علامتهای ظریف ورنگهای لطیف است. آوخ. جشن برای زن بودن در این روز و در این قرن پیشرفته گی یا جشن روزی که یاداوری زن بودن است به زنان؟ چه جشنی؟ در دنیایی که زنان حتی ابراز علاقه یا ابراز نظر کردن برای آنها فاجعه میآفریند چه جشنی یا یاداوری معنا…

All day long I only think about an apple. my buddy just want to eat apple! Apple with salt. What’s wrong with me? Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4

Not even friendship ,not love, not even time; not life nothing is the same as before. Is it just the human which is transforming to another shape or is it the technology that is taking over of everything? Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4

Thinking what time is the best time of day? When I take dogs for walk or when I drink a hot tea at night? Or when I lay down on the couch. Problem is I don’t know where i am taking my couch next month and walk my dogs! Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.3

Yes life is like a zoomba class. You have to know what are you doing you have to know what is all about. If you don’t dance then you’re lost if you don’t look at others and do not imitad your lost. Some people r t know how to dance there is standing and a…

Don’t give it up so easy people. I learned from the tree in my backyard. just trying to pull it out some dirt but it didn’t come out I tried many times and I tried but it didn’t come off. If plants are growing in the soil it is so hard to just take them…

I feel so blue. I found this memorable songs for myself to fell better. I am sure you will love it. To dream the impossible dream,To fight the unbeatable foe,To bear with unbearable sorrow,To run where the brave dare not go. To right the unrightable wrong,To love pure and chaste from afar,To try when your…

Entering to the fog is like walking up to the pull of silky white fresh and mysteries life. Today I was driving in to the white cloud. Jazz music was playing” If I Loved You by: Julie Andrews” Smoothest of the smoothest. Then I saw two of the motorbike couple who were riding with big…

I learned that so so late! I did waste my life to be nice kind organized and loyal. At last I found out that I just killed myself. I just shoot myself with poison everyday. I changed many life’s & I have to regret for my lost life and there is no turning back! Published…

Not long ago this place was filled with orange trees. today sadly I’m looking at this place the disc burning down. Greens are all dry brown and they are just burning orange . I’m standing here listening to the sound of fire it’s so powerful. Fire is so hot. This is end of the beginning.…

I think time machine was invented many many years ago. we didn’t realize when we think and we travel with going back to our memories this is exactly time machine! We are searching in our filing memories then with reminding one or more we get sad or happy, angry or satisfied. planning for our future…

Don’t hit the mirror in your friends head. Just show them your reflection. Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.4

It is night and kind of dark. Moon is shimmering. I am walking and I see one moonlit reflection on each houses shining glamorously! There is only one moon but every house has one in their window! شب است و آسمان کمکی سیاه، اما ماه با قامتی نورانی میدرخشد . در آسمان فقط یک ماه…

What kind of life it is so far away far far from each other. when it’s morning for you it is night for me. when I’m waking up your going to bed. then I am dark you are bright. when you’re smiling I’m crying when I need your shoulders youre too far. when I’m flying…

You don’t see yourself smiling crying laughing screaming cheering.. ya gonna be my next patient. I mean exhibition .Are you ready to be healed. Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.4

I am lost. I don’t know if I’m a girl or a boy? Am I Iranian or American? Am I kind or I am mean! Do I speak Farsi or I speak English. I’m a journalist or I’m a photographer or I am a TV production or video production person, office manager, or web page…

CLICK HERE TO WATCH… Tonight I’m gonna have myself a real good time I feel alive and the world it’s turning inside out Yeah! I’m floating around in ecstasy So don’t stop me now don’t stop me ‘Cause I’m having a good time having a good time I’m a shooting star leaping through the skies…

Can you please help me to peel off this skin off me. It is tough and harsh for my body. I need somebody to know how they can just peel off skin. I needs to grow I have to grow. This body is too small for this skin. please help me. Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.4

Some people live underground some others are so earthy then they live on desert. Some others lives up on the air. They love to fly, but there is a string tie in their feet that is just pulling them down every single minute. Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.4

دوباره زمین چرخید وچرخید وبه زادروز متولد شدن من رسید. روزهای تولدم در دوران کودکی به جز خوشحالی و شادمانی از داشتن یک کیک رنگین ویا هدیه های تولد و بازی با دوستانم مفهومی دیگر نداشت و همه اتفاقات بد و وحشتناک دیگر دنیا برای من وجود خارجی نداشت. اون روزها ناراحتیها و دلواپسیهای من…

I wish I could come home in the evening like my childhood days from school. Every day mom made me and my sister two nice yummy dishes full of fruit and we were watching cartoons. No worries nothing. Live was full of simple happiness and silly problems. How can I come back to the history?…

Somewhere in your eyes I see a rainbow dripping from the blue sky. My heart is taking apart. My heart tearing apart . Dripping blue bloods. I’m going back to the history searching for you. I am looking up & I see you in the mirror. You are there I am here; but far from…

قفلی که کلیدش گم شده باید دور انداخت Threw away the lock which doesn’t have the key

Years a go we received a letter from one of our dear friends, Dr Soraya. He wrote us this beautiful poem of “Edgar Allan Poe”. My sister which was the master of English translated the poem for us,it was so beautiful,soft and adore. But when she was reading it in English it was much, much…

I like the quality not the quantity Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.4

ای کاش یک مرکزی دانشگاهی یا فردی بودجه ای برای ساختن یک دستگاه آدم شناسی اختصاص می داد تا این وسیله ساخته میشد. احتمالا هر مرکزی که از این دستگاه ها تولید بکند از بیل گیت هم بیشتر در تاریخ اختراعات معروفتر و ثروتمند تر خواهد شد سی و هشت سال از عمر زمین با…

ای کاش یک مرکزی دانشگاهی یا فردی بودجه ای برای ساختن یک دستگاه آدم شناسی اختصاص می داد تا این وسیله ساخته میشد. احتمالا هر مرکزی که از این دستگاه ها تولید بکند از بیل گیت هم بیشتر در تاریخ اختراعات معروفتر و ثروتمند تر خواهد شدسی و هشت سال از عمر زمین با وجود…

Many social networks but I need friends that I can see, laugh and cry on their shoulders.No point to have many unavailable friends on screen Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.2

من می خواهم اعتراف کنم. باورها و اهداف من در زندگی مورد تجاوز قرار گرفته است. این اتفاق نه یک بار و نه حتی دو بارکه بارها تکرار شده. در دنیا کسانی که به آنها تجاوزمیشود حماییت میشود و حتی شخص متجاوز با اشدد مجازات به زندان میرود و در برابر قانون زانو میزند. اما…

Difference between photographers and writers are defining by simplicity From photographers Photos Writers are defining everything with details. I don’t know about writers which are taking pictures also! Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.0

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My mom was telling me that life is like an apple that falls from an apple tree. It is twisting and twisting and you don’t know were it will come down. This transaction is super fast like our life.I am just mad today. I can be real crazy sometimes, right! Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.9

A British crime writer of novels, short stories, and plays. She also wrote romances under the name Mary Westmacott. Not many people knows about her secret life as an archaeologist. “Everyone thinks Agatha Christie was a bit like the character Miss Marple, that she lived in England and was into knitting and looking after the…

همانند جامعه سیاهان آمریکا و داشتن تلوزیون سیاهان (بلک اینترتینمنت) من هنوز معنای روز زن را هضم نمیکنم. به نظر من پیشرفت در شعور انسانی و مساوات از آن جایی میایید که اگر روز زن هست باید روز مرد هم باشد. چرا نیست برای اینکه مساوات برقرار نیست واین روند در مقایسه با تاریخ طولانی…

Watch DaylightSee the dew on the sunflowerAnd a rose that is fadingRoses whither awayLike the sunflowerI yearn to turn my face to the dawnI am waiting for the day . . . MidnightNot a sound from the pavementHas the moon lost her memory?She is smiling aloneIn the lamplightThe withered leaves collect at my feetAnd the…

هنگامی که لحظه ای مییابم تا سکوت را مزه کنم آن هنگام است که میدانم هنوز زنده و شادمان هستم. هنوز جانی دارم که طبیعت را بچشم. صدای آواز پرنده ها لحظه تنهاییم را آذین بندی میکند . زبانشان را نمیفهمم اما هر آنچه که میگویند زیبا است و گوشهای من را نوازش میدهند. و…

I can not believe it how fast my clock is running. I know 11/1/11 and 11/11/11 will come and pass me by quicker than I can imagine. I am not even 35+1 anymore. I am 38 now!!!I hope I can achieve at least three of my thousands plan this year.

I just need one of these boats to run away to the Moon or maybe Mars.

I took this photo on Bellagio, Italy. I wish I was able to be like a tree to turn my leafs to yellow and orange colors and then drop them to the ground. Then wait for another year to grow green and fresh again. ای کاش میتوانستم همانند درختان برگهایم را در پاییز به رنگهای…

یکی از زیباترین و دلنشینترین شعرهای که مرا به کودکیم متصل میکند و با خواندنش باران خاطرات گذشته در زمین خشک زندگی دور از ایران هوای روزم را مطبو ع و تازه میکند.امروز را هم با بوی باران آغاز کردیم تا فردا چه شود به امید پ‍اییز رنگارنگ و بارانی برای همه, مخصو صا تو…

Everyday I have to debate about right or left, black or white, hat or hair, being angry or calm! What is the difference between swindle myself or let others to deceive me. من هر روزم را در جنگم . چپ یا راست ، سیاه یا سفید ، با کلاه یا سر عریان ، عصبانی یا…

Never let anybody Vomit on your emotions and beliefs, also be careful Do not burp in front of people’s beautiful beliefs and emotions. Avoid unnecessary attempts at achievements. When you are in a big hole look for a rope not a hand! هرگز اجازه ندهید تا بر روی احساساتتان و اعتقادتان استفراغ کنند و شما…

Everyday I read lots of beautiful poems and passionate words for better life and path which are written by others. I am wondering if they do believe it truly to whatever write or copied from somewhere else ‘s page or book? Do they really walk to that smooth, friendly, heavenly road? Honestly do we want…

I was watching 20/20 today, this week story was about Matt Baker a popular preacher who was killed his wife with overdose on drug. For three years this case was suicide but with help of murdered wife’s family and private investigators case changed to the murdered. Preacher was plying his role as an innocent dad…

Our town is full of hummingbirds all year long and I have a food stand in our backyard for them. Every day they are coming and feeding from the red liquid food that I fell in to the bottle. It is so amazing to watch them fly and sit for a second for feeding their…

Simin Behbahani سیمین بهبهانی Like always I was driving back home and like always I was listening to NPR radio. I heard this story on a program called “On Point”. I was so thrilled of the subject and aspects of it, It is humbling how Iranian Artists, Journalists and Poets Influencing foreign medias by their…

روز جهانی زن = داستان زنان عادی برای روز زن:مبارزه زنان به مشارکت در جامعه و هم شانه و برابر با مردان.تا زمانی که زنان ومردان معنئ این تساوی تساوی را نفهمند هنوز جشنی برای شادمانی نیست. استوار با اراده وبا هدف پیش به سوی آینده ای برابر در عمل و باور تمام انسانهای دنیا…

She was one of the greatest artists of all time. A German film Director. I was 18 for the first time that I read about Leni. OH I loved her from the moment that I herd her story. She was born in Berlin in 1902. She studied painting and started her artistic career as a…

Today I learned aboutSusan B. Anthony American civil rights leader who played a pivotal role in the 19th century women ’s rights movement to secure women’s suffrage in the United States.She was her own individual and she stand or fall by her own individual wisdom and strength. She was a social reformer and One of…